The morning of our second trip arrived with steady rain and a forecast that promised worsening weather by noon.
Grandma stood in the hallway wearing her navy cardigan, dark trousers, and the comfortable walking shoes she had bought specifically for the journey. Her small suitcase rested beside the door. Her brown leather purse hung from her shoulder.
She checked the front door twice before locking it.
“Everything packed?” I asked.
“Everything important.”
“Medication?”
“Yes.”
“Identification?”
“Yes.”
“Boarding passes?”
She patted her purse.
“Sam, I have been traveling longer than you've been alive.”
I grinned.
“Just checking.”
She gave me a look that suggested I should stop checking before she changed her mind about bringing me along.
We drove to Logan through wet streets and slow traffic. The windshield wipers kept time with the radio, and the gray sky seemed to press down on the city. Grandma watched the passing buildings without saying much.
At a red light near the airport entrance, she suddenly turned toward me.
“Do you remember what you thought when I changed seats on the first flight?”
I glanced at her.
“I thought you were being stubborn.”
She laughed.
“Only that?”
“I also thought you were wasting my money.”
“That sounds more like you.”
I smiled.
“But I was worried too.”
“About me?”
“Yes.”
She nodded slowly.
“I was worried about myself.”
The light changed.
We continued toward the terminal.
Inside, the airport was crowded. Families stood beside luggage carts, business travelers hurried past with headphones on, and announcements echoed from the ceiling. The familiar smell of coffee and floor cleaner mixed with the damp odor of raincoats.
Grandma stopped near the check-in area.
For a moment, she looked toward the gates.
I noticed her grip tighten around the handle of her suitcase.
“Do you want to sit for a minute?” I asked.
She nodded.
We found two seats beside a large window overlooking the runway. A plane was being pushed away from its gate while ground crew members moved around it in reflective jackets.
Grandma watched them.
“Frank used to tell me that the airport was a city that never really slept,” she said.
“He wasn't wrong.”
“He said every person here was going somewhere for a reason.”
She glanced at the travelers passing in front of us.
“Some reasons are more important than others.”
I sat beside her.
“Is ours important?”
She smiled.
“I'm going to see my daughter.”
“That's important.”
“Yes.”
She stood.
“Come on. Let's check in.”
We approached the counter. The agent greeted us and asked whether we had any luggage to check. Grandma answered calmly, placed her identification on the counter, and waited while the boarding passes printed.
When the agent handed them over, Grandma looked at the seat assignment.
“18C.”
“An aisle seat,” I said.
“Exactly what I asked for.”
She folded the boarding pass and placed it in her purse.
Then she looked at me.
“See? No drama.”
I smiled.
We went through security without difficulty. Grandma moved carefully through the scanner and waited while her purse passed along the conveyor belt. Once we had gathered our belongings, she insisted on buying coffee.
We sat near the departure gate.
The rain had become heavier, and water streaked the terminal windows. Across the tarmac, a maintenance crew inspected a parked aircraft.
Grandma watched them for a while.
“Do you think Walter still works here?” she asked.
“No. He retired years ago.”
“I wonder what he's doing today.”
“Probably enjoying a quiet morning.”
She smiled.
“Good for him.”
Our flight was delayed by twenty-five minutes because of weather conditions farther west. The announcement came without much explanation, and several passengers groaned.
Grandma simply checked her watch.
“That's all right,” she said.
“You're not upset?”
“No.”
“Not even a little?”
She shrugged.
“We'll arrive when we arrive.”
I looked at her.
The woman who had spent nearly three decades avoiding airports was now sitting beneath a departure screen, calmly accepting a delay.
It seemed almost unbelievable.
While we waited, she opened her purse to find a tissue. A small folded paper slipped out and landed on the floor.
I picked it up.
It was the old boarding pass from Flight 212.
The paper had softened further along the creases. The ink was faded, and the pencil writing on the back was barely visible.
Grandma took it from me.
“I thought I'd left this at home.”
“Do you want to put it away?”
She shook her head.
“No. I think I'll look at it once more.”
She held it in both hands.
For several seconds, she studied the seat number.
34A.
Then she turned the paper over and read Frank's message about the mountains.
Her expression softened.
“It's strange,” she said. “I used to think this paper was the most important thing I had left of him.”
“And now?”
“Now I think it was simply the thing that reminded me where I stopped.”
She folded it carefully and slipped it back into her purse.
A boarding announcement sounded.
Our flight was ready.
Grandma stood without hesitation.
I followed her toward the gate.
As we entered the jet bridge, she paused briefly. The aircraft door was open, and a flight attendant stood beside it welcoming passengers.
Grandma looked at the plane.
Then she took one deliberate step forward.
And another.
By the time we reached our row, her shoulders had relaxed.
She settled into 18C, placed her purse beneath the seat in front of her, and fastened her belt.
I sat beside her.
“Comfortable?” I asked.
“Quite.”
“Still wish you were in first class?”
She laughed.
“Not particularly.”
The engines began to hum.
Grandma looked toward the aisle rather than the window. She adjusted the armrest and folded her hands in her lap.
When the plane began moving, she closed her eyes.
I reached over and touched her hand.
She squeezed mine.
Then she opened her eyes.
“I'm all right, Sam.”
I nodded.
The aircraft turned onto the runway.
The engines grew louder.
And as the wheels lifted from the ground, Grandma remained perfectly still, watching the seatback in front of her.
She wasn't trying to see the mountains this time.
She was simply going somewhere.
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