Liam didn't answer immediately when I told him Garrett had asked to see him.
We were sitting at the kitchen table on Sunday evening. His homework was finished, the dishes had been washed, and the house was quiet except for the refrigerator humming in the corner. I had waited until he seemed relaxed before bringing up the subject again.
“Your dad has asked whether you might be willing to meet him,” I said. “You don't have to decide tonight, and you don't have to agree just because he asked.”
Liam turned his glass between his hands.
“Would he come here?”
“Not necessarily. If you wanted to meet him, we could choose a public place. I could stay nearby, and we could leave whenever you wanted.”
He looked down at the table.
“Would he bring Valerie?”
“I haven't discussed that with him. You could ask for the first meeting to be just you and him.”
Liam nodded, but I could see he was thinking about something more complicated than the location.
“Does he know what I look like now?”
The question caught me off guard.
“He knows you're growing up. I don't know how often he's seen recent photographs.”
“Does he know what I'm interested in?”
“I don't think he knows much about your daily life.”
Liam pressed his lips together.
“Then what does he want to talk about?”
I had no answer that wouldn't be speculation.
“That's something you could ask him,” I said. “But you don't have to agree to a meeting until you're comfortable with the idea.”
He sat quietly for another minute, then asked whether he could sleep on it. I told him he could take as much time as he needed.
The next morning, he said he was willing to consider one meeting, but only if there were rules.
I listened carefully as he listed them. He wanted to meet somewhere public. He wanted me nearby, but not sitting at the same table unless he asked me to join them. He didn't want Garrett to bring Valerie or anyone else. He didn't want to be asked to hug his father or pretend that nothing had happened. And he wanted the meeting to end if Garrett began blaming me for the divorce.
I wrote each condition on a piece of paper.
“Anything else?” I asked.
Liam hesitated.
“I don't want him promising he'll come back if he doesn't mean it.”
I put down the pen.
“That is a very important condition.”
“Because I don't want to start waiting again.”
I reached across the table and took his hand.
“You won't have to make any promises to him, and he won't be allowed to make you responsible for what happens next. If you decide to meet him, we'll be clear that this is one conversation. Anything beyond that will depend on what you want and what he actually does.”
Liam nodded.
“Can you tell him the rules?”
“Yes.”
I called Garrett that afternoon. He answered on the third ring, and when I told him Liam was willing to consider a meeting, his voice brightened.
“That's good,” he said. “I'm glad he's ready.”
“Garrett, listen to the conditions before you get ahead of yourself.”
His tone changed slightly.
“What conditions?”
I explained them one by one. I told him Liam wanted a public place, no additional people, no pressure to show affection, and no blaming me for the past. I also made it clear that Liam was agreeing to one meeting, not promising an ongoing relationship.
Garrett was quiet for a moment.
“He's been talking to you about me.”
“He's been thinking about his own life. He is allowed to have feelings about what happened.”
“I didn't mean that he wasn't.”
“Then respect what he's asking for.”
Garrett exhaled.
“Of course. I can do that.”
“And there's one more thing. He doesn't want promises about a future relationship unless you're prepared to follow through.”
“I wouldn't make promises I couldn't keep.”
I thought of the promises he had made to me, the debts he had left behind, and the years of silence.
“Then don't make any.”
We agreed to meet the following Saturday at a small café beside a public garden. It was far enough from our neighborhood that Liam wouldn't feel watched by people who knew him, but close enough that we could leave quickly if he became uncomfortable. I would sit outside in the garden within sight of the café window.
After the call, I wrote the arrangements down and sent them to Garrett by message. I wanted there to be no confusion about what had been agreed.
He replied that he understood.
For the next several days, Liam moved between anticipation and reluctance. He asked whether his father might recognize him, whether he should wear his new blue sweater, and whether he ought to prepare questions. I answered what I could and reminded him that he didn't need to perform or prove anything.
“You can be yourself,” I told him. “You don't have to make the meeting easy for your father.”
On Thursday, Brenda called to say that Garrett had contacted her again. He wanted to know whether she had spoken to Valerie and whether she intended to provide any of the financial records to me.
“I told him that the records were being reviewed properly,” Brenda said. “He asked whether I was trying to ruin his relationship.”
“What did you say?”
“I told him that if his relationship couldn't withstand honest questions, that wasn't my responsibility.”
I let out a slow breath.
“How did he respond?”
“He said I was being vindictive. Then he asked whether Liam was going to meet him.”
I frowned.
“Why does he want to know that?”
“I don't know. I told him it wasn't my decision to make.”
I appreciated that she had kept the matter separate. Liam's meeting was not a bargaining chip in the financial investigation, and neither Brenda nor I intended to let Garrett treat it that way.
On Friday afternoon, Ms. Patel contacted me with an update. She had compared the records I provided with the available divorce documents and found discrepancies that warranted further inquiry. She was careful not to call them evidence of fraud or concealment. Some of the account references remained unexplained, and the transfer marked Hold until release confirmed needed additional documentation.
She had sent a formal request for records that might clarify the outstanding liability and the transfers made around the time of the divorce. Martin had agreed to cooperate within the limits of his professional obligations.
I thanked her and asked what I should do if Garrett contacted me directly about the investigation.
“Keep the communications,” she said. “Don't speculate about what the records mean, and don't agree to settle anything informally. If he has an explanation, ask him to provide it through the proper channel.”
I followed her advice and saved the message.
That evening, I sat with Liam while he made a short list of questions for his father. He wrote slowly, pausing after each one.
Why did you leave?
Why didn't you call?
Did you know I waited?
I watched him add a fourth question, then cross it out.
“What did you decide?” I asked.
“I don't know if I want to ask that one.”
“You don't have to ask anything you don't want to.”
He folded the paper and put it in his pocket.
“Can you wait outside the window?”
“Yes.”
“And if I come out early, don't ask me questions right away.”
I nodded.
“We can go for a drive or get something to eat. You can talk when you're ready.”
He seemed relieved.
Saturday morning arrived cold and clear. Liam dressed carefully, choosing the blue sweater he had mentioned and a pair of dark jeans. He checked his reflection in the hallway mirror, then looked at me.
“Do I look okay?”
“You look like yourself.”
He smiled a little.
We drove to the café without playing the radio. As we approached the garden, I saw Garrett's car parked near the entrance. My hands tightened around the steering wheel, but I reminded myself that this meeting belonged to Liam.
I parked and turned toward my son.
“Are you still comfortable with this?”
He took a breath.
“I think so.”
“If that changes, we leave. No explanation required.”
He nodded and unfastened his seat belt.
I walked him to the café entrance, where Garrett was waiting beside a window. He looked older than I remembered, with more gray at his temples and a stiffness in his posture that made him seem less certain than he had during our marriage.
When he saw Liam, his face changed.
“Hello, son,” he said.
Liam stopped a few feet away.
“Hi.”
Garrett looked as though he wanted to embrace him, but he remembered the rules and kept his hands at his sides.
“It's good to see you.”
Liam didn't answer immediately. He glanced at me, and I gave him a small nod.
“I'll be outside,” I said. “You know where to find me.”
Then I stepped away, leaving father and son to begin the conversation they had waited years to have.
I took a seat on a bench in the garden, close enough to see the café window but far enough not to hear their words. I watched Garrett gesture toward a table, and I watched Liam sit down with his back straight and his hands folded in front of him.
For the first time in five years, Garrett was in the same room as his son.
But this time, the meeting was happening on Liam's terms.
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