PART 17 – The Meeting No One Wanted to Rush

The invitation arrived on a Thursday afternoon, tucked inside an envelope from the adoption agency. Sophie recognized the return address before I had finished opening the mailbox. She stood beside me on the front step, one hand gripping the strap of her backpack, and waited while I read the first few lines.

Isabella had received Sophie’s latest letter and wanted to know whether Sophie might be comfortable with a short video call. She understood that a meeting could feel overwhelming and was willing to wait if Sophie preferred to continue exchanging letters.

Sophie read the message twice. Then she carried it inside and placed it on the kitchen table beside her folder of photographs.

“Do I have to decide today?” she asked.

“No,” I said. “You can take as much time as you need.”

She nodded, but I could see the decision already turning over in her mind. She spent the next hour doing homework, pausing occasionally to look toward the table. Daniel offered to make pancakes for dinner, which usually earned an immediate response. This time, Sophie only smiled faintly and returned to her math worksheet.

After dinner, she brought the letter into the living room. Harris was visiting, and he had been telling Daniel about a repair project at his house. He stopped when he saw the agency envelope.

“Is that from Isabella?” he asked.

Sophie nodded. “She wants to talk to me.”

Harris set down his mug. “How do you feel about that?”

“Excited. And nervous.” She sat cross-legged on the rug. “What if I don’t know what to say?”

“You don’t have to fill every quiet moment,” he told her. “You can ask questions. You can listen. You can even say you need a break.”

“Did you know what to say when you wrote to her?”

“No.” He gave a small, embarrassed smile. “I rewrote my letter about six times.”

Sophie laughed. “Only six?”

“Maybe eight. I stopped counting.”

She looked at me. “Could you sit with me during the call?”

“Of course.”

“And Dad?”

Daniel leaned forward from the sofa. “I’ll be right there.”

Sophie thought for another moment. “I want Uncle Harris there, too. But I don’t want everyone talking at once.”

“We can manage that,” Harris promised.

We contacted the agency the following morning and arranged a video call for the next week. The caseworker would remain present at the beginning and end, making sure both sides felt comfortable. Isabella had agreed to the same arrangement.

During the days before the call, Sophie practiced a few questions in her notebook. She wanted to know whether Isabella liked drawing, whether she had ever owned a dog, and what kind of music Sophie’s biological father had listened to. She crossed out a question about why Isabella had agreed to the adoption, then wrote it again on a separate page.

“You can ask that if you want,” I told her. “But you don’t have to.”

“I think I want to know,” she said. “I just don’t want her to think I’m blaming her.”

“Questions aren’t accusations. You can explain why you’re asking.”

She considered that and added a small note beneath the question: I’m curious, not angry.

On the morning of the call, Sophie changed her shirt twice. She finally chose a yellow one with tiny white flowers. She brushed her hair carefully and placed the photograph of Isabella from the garden beside the laptop.

When the screen connected, the caseworker appeared first. She greeted Sophie and checked that everyone was comfortable. Then another window opened.

A woman sat in a softly lit room, her hands folded together on a table. Her hair was shorter than in the photographs, and there were faint lines around her eyes. For a second, Sophie simply stared.

“Hello, Sophie,” Isabella said.

Her voice was gentle and a little unsteady.

“Hi,” Sophie replied.

“I’m very glad to see you.”

Sophie glanced at me, then back at the screen. “I’m glad to see you, too.”

The first few minutes were awkward in the way first meetings often are. Isabella asked about school, and Sophie told her about the family-photo project. She showed her the drawing of the tree with its branches and roots. Isabella smiled when she saw it, then covered her mouth with one hand.

“That’s beautiful,” she said. “You’ve thought about it carefully.”

Sophie shrugged, suddenly shy. “I like trees.”

They talked about ordinary things. Isabella had a small balcony where she kept plants. Sophie described the birdhouse she had made with Harris and explained that a sparrow had inspected it but had not moved in. Isabella laughed at that, and the sound seemed to relax Sophie.

Then Sophie looked down at her notebook.

“Can I ask something?”

“Anything you want,” Isabella said, then corrected herself gently. “Anything you feel ready to ask.”

Sophie held the notebook with both hands. “Why did you choose adoption?”

The question changed Isabella’s expression. She did not look away, but her smile faded.

“I wanted you to have a safe, steady home,” she said. “At the time, your father had died, and I was grieving. I loved you very much, but I was struggling to take care of myself and make decisions. I believed another family could give you the stability you needed.”

“Did you want to keep me?”

“Yes.” Isabella’s answer came without hesitation. “I wanted to keep you and raise you. I also knew that wanting something and being able to provide it are not always the same. I made a painful choice because I thought it would give you a better chance.”

Sophie stared at the notebook. “Were you sad?”

“Every day at first. And sometimes years later, when I saw a little girl who looked about your age, or heard a song your father used to sing.”

Sophie’s eyes filled. She looked toward Daniel, who sat close enough for her to lean against him.

“Do you still miss me?”

Isabella took a breath. “I do. But I’m also grateful you were loved and cared for. Missing you doesn’t mean I want to take you away from the family you have.”

Sophie leaned into Daniel’s shoulder. He rested a hand on her back without interrupting.

“I don’t want to leave my home,” she said.

“I understand,” Isabella replied. “I’m not asking you to.”

The caseworker reminded them that they had time, but Sophie seemed determined to continue. She asked about her biological father. Isabella told her he had loved music, especially old songs he played on a battered guitar. He made terrible pancakes, she said, but always insisted they were excellent.

Sophie laughed through her tears.

“Did he know about me?”

“He did. He was excited when we learned I was pregnant. We talked about names, and he kept suggesting ridiculous ones.”

“What names?”

Isabella smiled. “He wanted to call you Moonbeam for a while.”

Sophie burst into a surprised laugh. “That’s not a real name.”

“He was very serious about it.”

For the first time, Sophie seemed to imagine her biological father not only as the man in the newspaper clipping but as someone who had made jokes and burned breakfast and argued about names.

The call lasted twenty-five minutes. When the caseworker returned to close the session, Isabella asked whether Sophie would like to talk again sometime.

“Maybe,” Sophie said. “I want to write first.”

“Then we’ll write,” Isabella replied.

After the screen went dark, Sophie remained in her chair. She looked tired, but her face had lost some of the tension it had carried all morning.

“Was it okay?” I asked.

She nodded. “It was different from what I thought.”

“Different how?”

“I thought I’d feel like I had to choose who my mother was.” She looked at me, then at Daniel. “But I didn’t.”

I reached for her hand. “You never have to choose between people who love you.”

Harris had been quiet during the call. Now he stood and walked to the window, where he stared at the garden for a moment.

“She sounds like herself,” he said softly.

Sophie looked at him. “You remember her voice?”

“Of course.”

He turned back, his eyes bright. “I haven’t heard it in years.”

Sophie stood and hugged him. He held her carefully, as if he were still learning the shape of this new place in her life.

That evening, she added a small note to her tree drawing. Beneath Isabella’s name, she wrote: We talked.

It was not a grand declaration. It was simply the next branch in a story that had finally begun to grow in more than one direction.


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